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Beginning and telling the truth
Posted On 04/11/2010 10:35:15 by maidnikki

i just wanted to open up a bit here, in saying that i really do not know what to write. Maybe i should describe my maid side a little. It has only been about two years ago that i really did come out and admitted to myself what i really wanted to be. Being a slut maid feels so right and it is so hard to explain why.  After speaking to both Mistresses and Masters on the net i really do know where i belong and what i should be doing with my life as often as i can.  Can anyone explain to me why i want to serve and to be used by someone else?  As long as i can remember (evens as a child) i have wanted to serve, it seems so strange. i know that the next step will be to find the courage to meet an owner and to begin my service to them. I feel that serving another is the reason why i am here. i like to be told what to do, i like to be punished if i don’t please, yet in my general life i have always hated being told what to do and avoided punishment at all cost. It seems that every time i put my maid head on that i change into a hardworking, obedient and respectful little girl that just wants to please.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, i will keep this blog updated.

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23/11/2010 16:12:06

Thank
you for your comments. It is really nice to hear from others that feel the same
as I do, it is nice to know that I am not alone. I know that I do not have that
second personality; I could never be that evil to any woman, though I would
love to be treated in that way. You are so correct in what you said about
drawing pleasure from seeing others happy, their pleasure does give me so
much pleasure. 




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